The Dream….

The lake was large and deep.  The water while blue on the surface darkened quickly, so much that I could not see the kicking of my own feet.  My arms pushed and pulled at a rapid pace to keep myself afloat in what seemed like the exact center of the cold body of water.  I... Continue Reading →

Bleeding it in…..

I always felt that love was such a unique experience that it could or would only happen once in my lifetime. I have many theories as to where this feeling came from but that is for another time and another place. Those of us with crippling self-doubt never thought that love would be something that... Continue Reading →

Riding the Wave,

There is no question that I have lived with depression the vast majority of my life. I find it hard to believe that most haven’t experienced this feeling whether they want to admit it or not, I just don’t see how it is avoidable. There were many moments where I have let it take me... Continue Reading →

Forgiveness.

What is a forgivable act? What is not? Why do people show up in court to forgive someone who has just murdered a member of their family, while someone in the next courtroom tears into the defendant wishing them nothing but the worst for the time left they have on this Earth. It amazes me... Continue Reading →

…..Be thy Father…..

The main road of the quiet country town veered through wooded acres of land leading its travelers further and further from what most would consider modern convenience. Passersby drove the numerous hills leading them into what was known as the "Hilltowns", and located about half way up the second to last hill, twas a long... Continue Reading →

Why be Maybe

"Why" has been half of the two most dangerous words in the English language over the past year and a half.  This is a personal tragedy for me as I am infinitely curious about most things; so asking why is a part of who I am.  This single syllable, three-letter word though has led me... Continue Reading →

Advice – Part 2 of 3

Bleached assholes that look good but are full of shit – This is advice that I am hoping was an attempt to provide advice from a good place but ended up being full of shit. “She’ll Come Back” – Not going to lie, this advice really shook me up, mostly because it was from my... Continue Reading →

Addiction?

I find that the search for a new meaningful life comes with the implementation of alcoholism and the search for diabetes (thank you peanut m&m's and Reese's Pieces).  The devil that may maintain a permanent residence upon my right shoulder is constantly beating the shit out of the angel that is attempting to reside on my... Continue Reading →

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